A Forward Step after a lot of Back Steps

There is light after every darkness. This is story of a common girl having some dreams and wishes, a girl who was not satisfied with her life who want a lot of happiness in her life and want to live her life freely. But one day was a life changing day for her, the day when she was about to die...

A relative blamed her for having wrong relation with a boy studying in the same college who was also  somehow her cousin..Her father trusted that relative and banned her to go to college and decided to marry her with that boy.It was on the tongue of every relative that she is a characterless girl, the girl who had misused her parents' trust ,there will be some fault of her parents in her upbringing etc. Nobody can consider the situation of that girl she was totally hopeless, not have any respect, her life was ended. She stop trusting God (Allah),she had a lot of complaints for Allah,she was totally disappointed, she cut off herself from Allah  “why did this happened to me ,what was my fault, why is all this so worse”. This was the time when she could be easily distracted. She tried to suicide, started taking sleeping pills and harm herself.She kept weeping all the time, totally depressed.

Two to three weeks passed but her situation was the same, she stopped saying even Fajar prayer.the only thought was that her life was spoiled.Her every relative talked against her.It was proved true that nobody is sincere to u or love u expect your parents .Don't hope for good from anyone.It is said that Allah blesses only those persons whom he want to bring  closer to him .she was not going close to Allah.one day somehow she offered prayer and wept before Allah and complaint.She suddenly saw a Verse written in the room

“Eh Imaan walo Sabar aur namaz se madad liya karo Beshak Allah Sabr karney walon ke saath hai”( O you who believe! Seek help in patience and As-Salat (the prayer). Truly! Allah is with As-Sabirun (the patient).) Surah Al-Baqarah (2) # 153

Then when she became upset by thinking that she is left alone then on her cupboard it was written

“Allah subhanahu hamare liye kaafi hai aur wo sabse behtar kaam bananey wala ha” (Allah is sufficient for us and He is the Best Guardian Surah Aal-e-Imran ( 3) # 173

It happened to her 2 or 3 times that she was thinking about her problem and its solution or answer was given by Allah.She was astonished.That was the time when her life going to change in a positive way.She started to read Quran Pak and offering her prayers.Her life began to appeared to her in Quran Pak.Whenever she was sad about something she opened Quran Pak and find the soluntion.Her past, present and future was apparent to her by Quran Pak.The tears rolled down her face every time when she reads Quran. This will be a strange sentence for some people but this is true that we can find our past or future in Quran. Quran became her life.

It was the Allah’s mercy that her father gave her permission to continue her studies. That was a challenge for her and a courage of her parents... After a few days, she started going college, that boy with whom she was accused of having relation began to follow her. He came to her for saying sorry for all the problems that girl faced due to him. It was a real trial for her because It was easy that she could go to that boy by thinking that her life has already been spoiled so having relation with him and then marry him will be good. But she had become a true follower of Islam. Quran Pak prevent her from distracting from right path. She could never think of leaving Quran because she find herself so complete so peaceful with it.She never felt like this before.She then had no sorrow about her future although nothing was changed from her past, she never thought of taking revenge from that people who did her wrong because she know that Allah takes the best revenge and Allah knows that is good and what is wrong.Every need ends by having the love of Allah.that’s enough for a Momin.Now she is doing Masters from the same institute and happy with having the love of Allah and peace.

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                                                I totally believe that everything that happens is always due to some reason. Even there is something better for us in worse situation and incident. There cannot be your life harder than that girl mentioned in this story then why are you wasting your life. ?only have faith in Allah

“Be close to Allah and Allah will be close to you”

Allah will only be close to us if we stop doing wrong with people, telling a lie, revealing other’s secrets, being dishonest and if someone is in problem due to us.